dunno wat to say

haiz..saw some stuid msg in msn..really wanna vomit..i dunno wat to say..he like to show off..show off how sweet he n his acting gf..i already dun care wat he did..i somemore dun wan tothink anymore..but..haiz..tat girl really very good in acting..act like very soft..tats y she got him from me after tat...before this our relaton is very good..we can chat anything..very close..but no longer we become less talking..ask me very few things..2-3 weeks before i graduate from ICPU...he even lazy to talk to me..during april..we r very close..talk very much...even our classmates also know we become very close..i dunno..may be because after tat my fren go n kacau n he like dunno how to face me..from that time we have less talking..i remember he told me before..he din like eng4C class..wanna change..but then wat happen was he become so close wif tat acting girl...n then now..dun need to say la..i really regret tat i lent him my enlgish test paper for him as his reference..in his blog he said to pan ying..at 1st i dun understand..but after i ask him he said is his fren..from china..came to our econs class before..i told him i can't remember..then he like nth...say dun care..then i think nth lo..is tat girl made us nth to talk...nth to say..nth to ask..nth to chat..everytime when he put her pics in his facebook..i was like very disappointed..many are their camwhores..i remember got 1 pic is tat girl sleeping he take n put in facebook..say someone is sleeping so cute..tat time really hurt..now in msn personal message write wat piggy faster on9 miss you..i really feel wanna vomit..i really wanna delete him from my msn list n also facebook..but i think..tat time is him take my e-mail n add my msn friendster n facebook..y i wanna delete...i really wanna scold tat girl..but i know tat will make the situation more worse,,i remembertat day i went sunway pyramid wif my fren n saw him n tat girl..tat day is my graduation day..after graduation i went there..me n m fren are planning to find a place to eat..we go n see the info board..n he n tat girl came up from the escalator..i saw him n i told my fren softly..i thought he din see us..but my fren said he sae us but look away from us oni..tat time i started unhappy..but after tat i feel better..then went popular then no longer we feel thirsty n go n buy some drinks..after tat we went back to popular agin..but this time..we saw him n tat girl again..me n my fren purposely go n test him whether he will say hi wif us or act like dunno us...then answer is he act like dunno us..we juz 2 space beside him n somemore we purposely stand opposite him but he still act like tat..i really disappointed tat time..i ask my fren to go..i really wanna say out loudly tat go la..someone act dunno us edi la..but i din..tat time i really fell disappointed n dun wan to see him again..really angry..somemore i dun have mood tat day aso..juz say hi very hard meh..tat girl beside u so wat..we r your frens..soemmore is not juz me..u so scare talk wif us for wat..scare her angry..then she is bad..say hi to both fens aso cannot..wat girl is tat..see her face i edi know she is the type of girl tat likes to act..let ppl know she is good..i hate this type of ppl..he wan to be wif her nvm...his attitude not tat good aso..get aso wana cry la..i believe tat i can find someone better than him...