happy or not????

haiz..yesterday went ocf n he was the drummist!!! he played quite good n very cool...attracted by him anyway...he was sitting in front of me after the 2 worships....i wanna talk to him but i couldn't open my mouth n talk wif him nor other ppl....we went to the prayer trip then we watched a video after we were back having discussion after the video....bron started to ask me how was the video n i told her it was ok...then she turn around n said she doesn't know wat he think about n we started to say..but i din really voice out in the conversation then she asked me any issues tat i wan to bring up for tis week..n i said exams..i did badly in nd paper..so he started to ask me stuff about my exam n said i will be ok...n statred to say something else..i asked him abt his exams as well...he said he did quite well..good for him...then worships continue..he continued to play drum..so cool of him....after ocf ended..at 1st he said that he din wan to go for supper he wanted to go home n watch something..but ended up went wif us to old town....he teased me when we were carrying the stuff to the car..he stood up looks like he is much more taller than me...i told him to stop doing tat n wanted to hit him but i couldn't......then we walked together to old town n we din talk..juz him n others...i really dunno wat happend to me..i juz din wan to talk to anyone..except him....we had supper in old town n when we reached there we found a place to sit n i chose the place i wanted to sit as i din aspect he will sit beside me..he was planning to sit beside me but din know y he moved again wif jean.....after my food was here n i waited for others...he sudden;y asked me wats the ring for...n i toldhim it's a random ring..nth meaningful there...he told me when he saw the ring will think of the lord of the rings...== lame...then we juz have our own conversations wif other ppl...i realized that ke kept looking at me sometimes...i dunno y...then we finished supper..i wanted to go home but they wanted to go to bar to have drinks...i go the other way but he feel weird as i went the other way myself....i looked back n went back there...he told me they r going to bar..n i said i'm going home..if he wanted to join then juz go...i think he feels not safe if i go back myself..so he wanted to walk me home wif hannah...may be he feel need to go the whole way to my house n go back to the bar is very far so he ask other ppl whether can ask jerry to fetch me home...but at the end ended up walking me home...on the way i realised many thing..at 1st..he saw my phone wanted to take my phone but i din wan to..he ask me can i have ur phone awhile..then i gave him..i so scared he will see nick's pic in my phone...because i saw him closing the phone..i took back ..act he wanted to see where i change the light..i juz showed them n he realised tat it is inside..we walk along n hannah wanna have a look on my ring because everyone is curious abt it..she touch it n he touch it as well...nearly back home....n he ask me am i waving at someone...act i'm not..i;m juz playing on my phone acessories...hannah ask me am i waiting for msg..i said no..he sudden;y ask me whether i have bf...surely no la...hannah ask me summore whether i have potential bf...omg..i dunno wat to answer...juz answer no.....if not i say is him meh...haiz....then walk walk n reach my home..when we reached my house n passed by the convenient shop he said feeling like malaysian shop..hannah said no n ask me to say no..i was blur n ask wat was her question again..when i know i juz said definitely no....n say bye to them after that..haiz..n i know he broke up wif someone recently....