Sunday, November 21, 2010

can't control myself from being missing him

have been coming back for a week n from the day i came back i keep thinking n missing him...the only memory i have wif him is the last day of ocf i went dinner wif him n 2 other ocf buddies..n aso he wished me happy birthday on my fb wall all in short form...i think tis is the special memory of me n him as well..i replied him but he din reply anything so may be he thinks that is not important to reply...i was very happy that he wished me but sad tat he can't celebrate wif me as i came back earlier...he will be going back sg on 16 DEC n i know i won't be seeing him for a very long time...miss the days when he teased me..DD i wan u to tease me more...i will feel uncomfortable if u dun tease me n without u in ocf...i have feeling on u but i'm still guessing whether u have feeling on me too...when i was in the airport tat day i really hope he will call me n say something to me..but sadly no until i was boarding...when i see some couple go back together in a very happy mood i will think tat if we r together n come back together tat is very good..but my wish will never come true..when the plane flew off i wanted to cry n when i listen to 1 song i feel like crying more..the thing i wish now is u will come to malaysia to travel around again since u came here before to buy ur shirts n u feel tat the convenient store near my house is like malaysia convenient store...i'm scared to express my feeling n i can oni wrtie here...DD i know u have someone in mind..but i'm not sure cause wat i heard from u is u broke wif someone recently..i dunno..i won't forget our memory...hopefully my wish will come true n we can be together..DD hopefully u won't forget me as well..i will miss u a lot...



pray to god tat we can realy together n will be very happy...i know the chance may be not really big but i still hope for tat even though the chance is small..i won't give up...

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