ling's world

he has graduated..

2010-12-19T07:20:00.000-08:00

juz saw his pic on fb tat he was tagged in bronwyn's photo n it was taken during his graduation day..he looked smart wif his attire n the gown...if he is graduating wif me then i could have taken photo wif him..but sadly i still have 2 more years to go...he has already back to singapore n i miss him a lot..juz hope tat he will come to malaysia for vacation if i want to see him again...DD i really miss u..i'm really suffering because u didn't know tat i really fall in love wif u...i kept tis in my heart for a long time edi...pray tat god will send this msg to u n let u know my feeling..

can't control myself from being missing him

2010-11-21T08:12:00.000-08:00

have been coming back for a week n from the day i came back i keep thinking n missing him...the only memory i have wif him is the last day of ocf i went dinner wif him n 2 other ocf buddies..n aso he wished me happy birthday on my fb wall all in short form...i think tis is the special memory of me n him as well..i replied him but he din reply anything so may be he thinks that is not important to reply...i was very happy that he wished me but sad tat he can't celebrate wif me as i came back earlier...he will be going back sg on 16 DEC n i know i won't be seeing him for a very long time...miss the days when he teased me..DD i wan u to tease me more...i will feel uncomfortable if u dun tease me n without u in ocf...i have feeling on u but i'm still guessing whether u have feeling on me too...when i was in the airport tat day i really hope he will call me n say something to me..but sadly no until i was boarding...when i see some couple go back together in a very happy mood i will think tat if we r together n come back together tat is very good..but my wish will never come true..when the plane flew off i wanted to cry n when i listen to 1 song i feel like crying more..the thing i wish now is u will come to malaysia to travel around again since u came here before to buy ur shirts n u feel tat the convenient store near my house is like malaysia convenient store...i'm scared to express my feeling n i can oni wrtie here...DD i know u have someone in mind..but i'm not sure cause wat i heard from u is u broke wif someone recently..i dunno..i won't forget our memory...hopefully my wish will come true n we can be together..DD hopefully u won't forget me as well..i will miss u a lot...

pray to god tat we can realy together n will be very happy...i know the chance may be not really big but i still hope for tat even though the chance is small..i won't give up...

not in mood + feel tired

2010-11-03T00:37:00.000-07:00

tis few days i was like not in mood..my whole person like controlled by him....keep thinking him..keep thinking wat is in his mind...i really dunno...hopefully he won't give me hope n then let me drop into a very worse situation....not only tat..i'm not feeling well as well..my throat is feeling like not comfortable...9 days more until my last paper n he won't have any paper after tml..so he won't be in rmit anymore.....juz wan to do something in tis few days before i can't see him anymore.....dd...i juz hope to talk to u more before i leave n not seeing u for 2 years i guess...i dunno how to express my feelings but when i see him i will like silence n din talk anything to him...i really pray hard tat i can talk 2 him f 2 f then it will be comfortable for me..but i guess i will be silent for awhile before i talk anything to him...going back to malaysia next friday n ocf still on...i guess he will still go.....but definite;y can't celebrate birthday wif they all including him.....really really wish to talk to him in this 2 weeks...><..haiz..

happy or not????

2010-10-29T18:59:00.000-07:00

haiz..yesterday went ocf n he was the drummist!!! he played quite good n very cool...attracted by him anyway...he was sitting in front of me after the 2 worships....i wanna talk to him but i couldn't open my mouth n talk wif him nor other ppl....we went to the prayer trip then we watched a video after we were back having discussion after the video....bron started to ask me how was the video n i told her it was ok...then she turn around n said she doesn't know wat he think about n we started to say..but i din really voice out in the conversation then she asked me any issues tat i wan to bring up for tis week..n i said exams..i did badly in nd paper..so he started to ask me stuff about my exam n said i will be ok...n statred to say something else..i asked him abt his exams as well...he said he did quite well..good for him...then worships continue..he continued to play drum..so cool of him....after ocf ended..at 1st he said that he din wan to go for supper he wanted to go home n watch something..but ended up went wif us to old town....he teased me when we were carrying the stuff to the car..he stood up looks like he is much more taller than me...i told him to stop doing tat n wanted to hit him but i couldn't......then we walked together to old town n we din talk..juz him n others...i really dunno wat happend to me..i juz din wan to talk to anyone..except him....we had supper in old town n when we reached there we found a place to sit n i chose the place i wanted to sit as i din aspect he will sit beside me..he was planning to sit beside me but din know y he moved again wif jean.....after my food was here n i waited for others...he sudden;y asked me wats the ring for...n i toldhim it's a random ring..nth meaningful there...he told me when he saw the ring will think of the lord of the rings...== lame...then we juz have our own conversations wif other ppl...i realized that ke kept looking at me sometimes...i dunno y...then we finished supper..i wanted to go home but they wanted to go to bar to have drinks...i go the other way but he feel weird as i went the other way myself....i looked back n went back there...he told me they r going to bar..n i said i'm going home..if he wanted to join then juz go...i think he feels not safe if i go back myself..so he wanted to walk me home wif hannah...may be he feel need to go the whole way to my house n go back to the bar is very far so he ask other ppl whether can ask jerry to fetch me home...but at the end ended up walking me home...on the way i realised many thing..at 1st..he saw my phone wanted to take my phone but i din wan to..he ask me can i have ur phone awhile..then i gave him..i so scared he will see nick's pic in my phone...because i saw him closing the phone..i took back ..act he wanted to see where i change the light..i juz showed them n he realised tat it is inside..we walk along n hannah wanna have a look on my ring because everyone is curious abt it..she touch it n he touch it as well...nearly back home....n he ask me am i waving at someone...act i'm not..i;m juz playing on my phone acessories...hannah ask me am i waiting for msg..i said no..he sudden;y ask me whether i have bf...surely no la...hannah ask me summore whether i have potential bf...omg..i dunno wat to answer...juz answer no.....if not i say is him meh...haiz....then walk walk n reach my home..when we reached my house n passed by the convenient shop he said feeling like malaysian shop..hannah said no n ask me to say no..i was blur n ask wat was her question again..when i know i juz said definitely no....n say bye to them after that..haiz..n i know he broke up wif someone recently....

tired n no mood to do anything

2010-10-26T23:17:00.000-07:00

today is the bus stats exam n i din do very well..it was juz ok..i'm quite worry about that because my mid-sem test was not tat good...hopfully i can pass or more than pass...pass is enuff actually as i really dun wan to fail..the feeling of fail is very bad....another thing tat makes me feels bad is him..i kept thinking of him n dunno wat to do...tis 2 days i've been moody n my mind is full of him...wish to talk to him again but can't meet him unless we r going to ocf or eating supper together...if i dun talk wif him i feel really dunno wat to do..== hopefully everything will be ok

wat to do to him?

2009-10-10T10:54:00.000-07:00

haiz..so stupid la...yesterday i got teased by mr ivan..somemore in an unready situation..yesterday we all were free n we chit chat together..when ivan said i've grown taller n i said no..turned back..he passed by..he passed by is nth..the problem is when mr ivan saw him he asked me "eh.u like felix ar?" i was like...so so so embbarass..cause his distance wif us not very far away..n mr ivan's voice is loud too..he sure heard everything..i really scared n embarras..keep saying no..then when he was still at outside..mr ivan said "later i ask felix whether he likes u anot" tat time i feel really shit..i juz toldl him don't.then he came in..n mr ivan really called him..i looked at mr ivan said don't.n he looked at me as well..i really feel scared to look at him tat time..somemore feel like crying..i really dunno wat to do..wat i do next was tat i go find ivan again n ivan called him again..i really arrggh..i found adam n ask for help...n he juz said...slowly la..so swt...n ivan said..i'm juz teasing u..WAT!!! tease dun make this thing tease la..not every people accept it..then i strait away i go in office..cause no one there n i really wan to hide awhile..i dunno how to face him at all..i stated wanna cry..but then cathal come in..i stop it..he ask me to remind him something..n he told me tat dun care wat ivan said.he likes to make ppl embarrass..then i go to the back there n phone wif ks..told him everything tat happens..but he busy..then nvm lo..i go in n i saw felix was talking to cathal..i dunno wat the r talking but fter cathal came in he told me to ignore ivan..i told him i'm ok..is juz i dunno wat felix is thinking about tis..cathal told me he is ok wif it..i was like ok abit when i heard tat..but..the think is..he said ok oni..but i can't read his mind..i hadn't back n there are customers there n cathal not here..so i juz help..after i settle the 1st customer..felix put the ham slices to me..without telling me anything..so i purposely go ask him n test him..he replied me n i feel ok..tat time i feel tat i wanna talk to him about tat..but it was like..annoying..he is ok wif tat somemore wan to ask him..not good lo like tat..then i din ask..went off n head to the night market..

fire!!!i'm on fire!!!!!!

2009-08-31T09:33:00.000-07:00

i'm really on fire now...2 weeks ago my car got to an accident..send to claim insurance until now haven't ok...

i sure know need 1 month la...but my dad wan to claim insurance..wat i can do..

i really regret din tell him better to send to the car repair shop..at least they will be faster..

wan me 2 wait 1 weeks i'm ok...but now 1 month.somemore next week my parents are going to china..no one else is going to send me to work..tat is the problem..

wan me to take lrt..no problem..but..problem is..i need to change train at masjid jamek..n then after tat i need to walk a long distance oni reach my work place..

u wan me to do this for juz 3 days no problem..the problem is my parents are not going to china for juz 3 days..they will go at least 1 week..

wan me to go to work like this for 5 days.. morning need to wake up early sommore..i think i can tired till wat aso dun need to eat juz sleep..

my sis in-law is juz working at technology park..5-10 minutes from my house..she aso need to drive..suppose she can lendme the car to drive..last time the car bang n send to repair for 2 days she juz drive my car without informing me..she juz tell my parents..then take my car edi..

she knew my car was in the process of repairing..but she din lend me the car to drive..she juz work near to our house..soemmore the time she start to work is same as me..she can drive there n then let me drive to work lo..i will be off at 4..should be no problem tat i go fetch her..no fair lo!! Her car send to repair doesn't have transport to work but end up drive my car to work without informing me..when i realise my car was not hear n i asked my mum then i oni know..arrhh!!!!!

dunno wat to say

2009-07-04T08:05:00.000-07:00

haiz..saw some stuid msg in msn..really wanna vomit..i dunno wat to say..he like to show off..show off how sweet he n his acting gf..i already dun care wat he did..i somemore dun wan tothink anymore..but..haiz..tat girl really very good in acting..act like very soft..tats y she got him from me after tat...before this our relaton is very good..we can chat anything..very close..but no longer we become less talking..ask me very few things..2-3 weeks before i graduate from ICPU...he even lazy to talk to me..during april..we r very close..talk very much...even our classmates also know we become very close..i dunno..may be because after tat my fren go n kacau n he like dunno how to face me..from that time we have less talking..i remember he told me before..he din like eng4C class..wanna change..but then wat happen was he become so close wif tat acting girl...n then now..dun need to say la..i really regret tat i lent him my enlgish test paper for him as his reference..in his blog he said to pan ying..at 1st i dun understand..but after i ask him he said is his fren..from china..came to our econs class before..i told him i can't remember..then he like nth...say dun care..then i think nth lo..is tat girl made us nth to talk...nth to say..nth to ask..nth to chat..everytime when he put her pics in his facebook..i was like very disappointed..many are their camwhores..i remember got 1 pic is tat girl sleeping he take n put in facebook..say someone is sleeping so cute..tat time really hurt..now in msn personal message write wat piggy faster on9 miss you..i really feel wanna vomit..i really wanna delete him from my msn list n also facebook..but i think..tat time is him take my e-mail n add my msn friendster n facebook..y i wanna delete...i really wanna scold tat girl..but i know tat will make the situation more worse,,i remembertat day i went sunway pyramid wif my fren n saw him n tat girl..tat day is my graduation day..after graduation i went there..me n m fren are planning to find a place to eat..we go n see the info board..n he n tat girl came up from the escalator..i saw him n i told my fren softly..i thought he din see us..but my fren said he sae us but look away from us oni..tat time i started unhappy..but after tat i feel better..then went popular then no longer we feel thirsty n go n buy some drinks..after tat we went back to popular agin..but this time..we saw him n tat girl again..me n my fren purposely go n test him whether he will say hi wif us or act like dunno us...then answer is he act like dunno us..we juz 2 space beside him n somemore we purposely stand opposite him but he still act like tat..i really disappointed tat time..i ask my fren to go..i really wanna say out loudly tat go la..someone act dunno us edi la..but i din..tat time i really fell disappointed n dun wan to see him again..really angry..somemore i dun have mood tat day aso..juz say hi very hard meh..tat girl beside u so wat..we r your frens..soemmore is not juz me..u so scare talk wif us for wat..scare her angry..then she is bad..say hi to both fens aso cannot..wat girl is tat..see her face i edi know she is the type of girl tat likes to act..let ppl know she is good..i hate this type of ppl..he wan to be wif her nvm...his attitude not tat good aso..get aso wana cry la..i believe tat i can find someone better than him...

i hate ppl giving me stupid excuse

2009-05-31T10:05:00.000-07:00

i totaly very disappointed wif him because he gave me those stupid excuses when we ask him whether wan to go out wif us anot..1st time me n my fren ask his gang wanna go lepak at sunway after econs exam..i know 1 of them is busy..then after tat his turn..he said still got acc test le..dun wan lo..then after econs test i saw him n that girl walking out of the college n go 7-evleven buy things..at 1st i thoguth he juz go wif her buy some thigns n then he will go back after tat..but..on saturday i saw his facebook uploaded the pic that the girl eating..i realise the girl's shirt because tat day econs day she was wearing tat shirt..i was so pissed off when i saw that..ask u wanna go leapk u say got acc test sommore..but end up go out n eat wif tat girl..if u dun wan to go then juz tell us u dun wan or because the gang din go..but dun give me those stupid excuses..dun fu yan me..i hate tat..really hurt me...today i called my fren to ask her wat time to go to college for study..then ask her about the sunway laggon thing..she aso dunno..then she told me tat friday tat day he msg her at msn n she ask him wanna go dinner together anot after acc..cause last day we can gather...i'm sure she will ask the gang as well..but his answer is no tranport..i was like..wat! u go out wif that girl got transport but wif us no transport..last time u go sunway till so late where u get the transport!!!...stupid excuse again..then i ask him about the sunway laggon thing afte tat..he again said cannot..busy..i really dun have the energy to get piss off again..i juz said ok fine..i know wat u busy wif.after he ask me whether i studied acc..he din reply me for the thing tat i said before tat..he juz reply me for the acc thing..he said me so hardworking..i'm not hardworking..i juz want to do well in final..i'm affected by xiao bei..without xiao bei i will not improve my marks so much..i damn piss off wif wat he answer me..got time to date wif the girl..got transport to date wif the girl..but no time n no transport to go out wif us for the last gathering..u go ahead..i don't want u to join us wif forcing..said i force u to join..dun wan then fine..juz go date wif tat girl..without u we will be fien n we will be more happier...u care wat the girl do..wat the girl think..ppl leave comment on the pic of u 2 said u ham sap u so care n explain immediately..u don't care about us..dun care about our feeling..wat we did is not tat important..simply say 1 excuse then ok..u think we r wat!..we r not ur tool for u to li yong..i'm really pissed off for wat u did..juz go ahead..i really dun care wat u n her did..dun find me when u r in need..i'm not so kind to let u li yong!..

nth to talk n dun wan to talk

2009-05-25T10:06:00.000-07:00

final is coming..this few weeks my mood is like up n down..i really get hurt by someone..
i dunno wat to say..i know wats hapenning..i know...is juz i can't act tat the thing din happen before..
this term is coming to the end..i wanna end wif the full of hapiness..wat i did is i acting like nth happens..i know wats the answer..i feel really sour at 1st..but after i went pyramid wif xiao bei n play the games at there..i feel comfortable...i'm planning to fight for my final so tat i can boost up my marks n apply monash..xiao bei is the friend tat affect me the most among other frens..she infuences me to have the mind of reading..i'm better than last time after i followed her..xiao bei..dun wory..u will not go monash alone..i will go wif u..we sure can be classmates again..i'm planning not to talk to him n asking him anything anymore this 2 days..if he finds me for any question related to exams..i will juz ask him to ask the girl..i'm not jealousing but this is wat i can do..wat for to ask me again..the girl take the same thing as well..she will be clear about tat as well..so..dun need me...wat my another fren told me is correct..juz let it go bah..i will be more happy..

screw up screw up!! ouch!!

2009-05-06T02:58:00.000-07:00

gonna graduate soon...so everything aso due within these 3 weeks..all ISUs..this is the last chance we can pull up our marks..i'm ok wif ib n acc..but econs i dun really have the confident to get high marks for ISU...because of mr moaz..my so called.."daddy" lol...i hope ISU can help me pull up all my marks..then i dun have to worry about my final exam..i know it's gonna be affecting..but i will try my best to do well in final..then i can get into monash..but i damn scared i can't get in..is pretty hard to get into monash...
i'm planning to take finance n accounting or accounting in major...for finance n acc in monash malaysia the requirement for tat is 73% for overall...from the mid term..my average mark is 72%..i juz need the 1%..pls give me..haiz..n somemore IELTS..the wan i'm really worrying...n i will be taking the result this friday..i hope everything will be nice..n i dun need to retake IELTS again..is really tiring...because of tat stupid english 4C made my marks lower so much..tat stupid hood..lol..i heard tat mr wise is better because every homework tat u do..he will give marks..at least u did n u have the accutate answers then ok..tat hood not same..he need detailed answers...tats y my result sucks on his hand...if not i dunhae to take IELTS at 1st..grr..suan la..over edi..juz hope econs will bring up more marks..i will fight for econs...ib n acc is ok..cause i got like 80+ for tat..

this time i'm really freaking out..

2009-04-29T08:06:00.000-07:00

monday...monday..monday...haiz..really dunno how..3 test together..econs..ib..n malaysian studies for lan...econs edi difficult..ib sommore come...lol..mr suschkov..really thx..if not u made mistakes on the jeopardy game i would have concentrade my econs on monday...i rather tml than monday...no bonus marks nvm...we still can get marks...but then monday 3 together i really dunno how to handle..read econs n i have to memories ib things..i can't do 2 things together at a time..malaysian studies ok i may be i will not pay attention on tat..but econs..tats the wan i'm worrying..mr moaz test is super hard..we have to bring our whole brain to the test..if not we can't score much..i dunno how..haiz..the chapter tat will be on the test i'm still not so confidence..i'm still blur wif tat...haiz....how..gosh..somemore this few days my eyes like easy to get tired..wanna close..headache..hpw am i going to concentrade on the econs test..it is on the evening..damn..i duno whether i can stand anot..haiz..dunno la..

dunno la!!!

2009-04-25T01:23:00.000-07:00

ielts test is over..listening, reading,writting and speaking test aso done...haiz..speaking trst..lol dunno wat i'm crapping..listening..no confidence can get good anot..1 small part din listen properly..reading lagi teruk..no time to check n see wat i put..writting aso..at the end they call us to put down the pencil i oni realize tat the start there i make mistake..lol..nvm..haiz..dunno la..somemore..haiz..dun wan say...really sad..i edi confirm wif huan tat i'm going 30 hrs famine..1st time heh..looking forward..haha..cause is DIY wan..so good lo...keke..but i juz hope 1 thing oni..haiz..dunno how la tat thing..muz settle asap...haiz

haiz haiz....

2009-04-13T21:30:00.000-07:00

dunno y..this 2 days keep lazy..not feeling doing anything..somemore keep thinking something.haiz...feeling bad..y ar..tat blur blur still dunno wat i think n wat i wan...nowadays i feel like juz dunno wat..haiz...watever..i juz said dunno..dunno..dunono...arrghh..i gonna be crazy..i wanna know waht u think..i wanna know wats ur feeling...i can't catch wat u think...i'm struggling now....blur blur..can u tell me wat u want by now..cause i dun wanna think so much edi...is hard to catch wat ur thinking...if it continues to be like that i will totally give up..i really wanna crazy because of that...didn't u get wat i'm trying to tell u...haiz..is guyz are very slow action?...y they can't sense things so quickly! arrh...i dunno wats the problem now...i juz waiting for the right answer and i hope everything will be ok......

tiring day

2009-04-10T08:55:00.000-07:00

today..really a tiring day..because of the ib video..i have to stay back n take..nvm..but suddenly rain..i wa like..wth..arrgghh. me n esther go the web n chat wait the rain to stop..after like half an hr the rain stoped..so i called kevin n nang..1st thing we nee dto do is find a ball..so we go eca borrow a volleyball..then go find camera memory card..hard to find..finally we found at 1 places..bought gor r,49..expensive?lol dunno..got then ok edi..so walk to the football field n gather with nang..the field is totally wet..lol..no choice..we juz shoot lo..our shoes are wet n dirty..lol..always cut la the shooting..then finally finsih..go wash the ball then return n go take my car..lol..kung seng called me..ask me where i am..i told him i'm still at school..then he said know then go find me..i ask him where were him befoe tat..he said at ac..i was like..wat!!..i passed by ac..but he idn see me..may be i juz walk through the shortcut to the car park din walk to those tables..if not sure met him de..so..we decided to meet tml afternoon..tml have conference..lol..sienz..dun wan to go..but force to go wan..haiz..if not wil get kill..lol..i will be super tired the following 2 days...haiz..

stupid osslt

2009-04-03T05:23:00.000-07:00

today i'm having osslt test..lol lo..at 1st i ok de..open bookelet 1 and start doing..i do n do n do..then mr ben approach me n told me that cannot use liquid paper in this test..juz cross out the wrg answer..then i was like..ok lo..then when the 30 minutes break time..i told them tat i used liquid paper..n they said cannot ar..if not get punishment..is like deduct marks or whole thing fail..tat time i was like..omg..oh no!! then my fren said may be not so serious la..take it easy..i told my another fren..she said ok la..dun worry..cause she saw my face was like..really really worrying..haiz..but then ok la..booklet 2 i used pencil..swt lo..they din write wat cannot use..they should state on the instruction page or mr ben should remind us..not everyone got the time attend the workshop de mah..if u dun wan ppl get trouble then remind la..u juz said ahh wat u can only use HB pencil, blue pen n black pen..u should say..no liquid paper.. i stupid lo go n use pen..if i use pencil mah nth lo..haiz..suan la..over edi..dun wan think it edi..i hope i did a good job..i din feel anything when i was answering the question..so dunno la..

econs assignment

2009-03-16T03:29:00.000-07:00

lol..i need to take these pisx and post to bb7 for homework..lol

miss form 5 life..

2009-02-27T06:07:00.000-08:00

today i watch back the video tat sai ken made for our class..really nice..n i miss tat time..we laugh together..joke together..play together..exam time sit together n do revision..nice..i miss it..form 5 life is not so stress compare to college life although we have spm..college life is so stress man..assginments..assignments..assignments..like a hill..lol..somemore i need to worry about my average marks..the video tat i need to do for IB..lol..i wasted so many time on tat..i somemore need to go back to college there to finish the video shooting..rain somemore n my whole body got wet..lol..n i was cold when i went back home..the presentation for the country de i stayed back for like a whole week to do that...tats y i so miss of form 5's life..lol..here is our class video..

funny+disappointed

2009-02-22T20:33:00.000-08:00

our video presentation is due today..we do not need to go out and present..mr suschkov
shows that..so there are few videos that my classmates created..when the videos showed..we laugh like hell...lol ..thats is my enyoable time..after that..when our class ends..mr suschkov told us who wanna see the test's mark then go n see him..so..most of us go n see him..when my turn he esxplains my marks n when he told me my overall is 51.5 out of 80..that time i was like...gosshhh...oh no...really sucks la my mark..somemore that test is weighted 5!!! i lost so many marks..awww..sad..i feel disappointed la..somemore today econs quiz i got the feeling that i'm losing quite a lot of marks..arrhh..luckily it is weighted 1...now i'm worrying of my average..i must put more afford edi...haiz...assignments good no use..because they worth least..but emm..may be they help me to balance my test mark..i know my accounts average mark which is 72..can said okok oni..not so satisfied..i aspect to be 80+=..my frens all get like 80+ 90+..wow...may be i', mew to accounts..so little bit weak..but my IB..i need to push up the marks..all my frens said IB is easy..but dunno y after i learn this..i feel like not so easy..may be because of the test that the lecturer set..mr suschkov set it quite difficult..so..haiz..last time IB was easy may be because mr saint was the lecturer..as i know mr saint is very good n his tests were easy..hope the next test for IB will be easy n i can pull up my average..cheer up!!lol....

busy busy busy

2009-02-06T08:18:00.000-08:00

i can say this sem is very very busy..i have been staying back like the whole week in college to do all assignments..only din stay on wednesday n today ..lol really tired..monday n tuesday stay for I.B stuff..actually tuesday no need de..because my group member said not enuff information tas y we need to stay to correct tat..i stay until 6pm!!! lol super tired..somemore got acc test..lol cannot rest at all..wednesday was ok..free le..but thursday i need to stay back to take video for maral's oral presentation..but..din take the video!! cause of problem again..so i wasted my time to stay back..i can go back at 2 de!!..n we have to take again...i decide to take again on tuesday cause my econs edu fair is due on tuesday evening at 2.15 n ends at 4 so..can la..juz awhile on take..monday i have to get back to college n meet my econs group members to finish my tat poster n plan the games for edu air..adui...tired.somemoremy acc article assignment is due on tueday aso..lol..no rest during weekend..nvm..after tat i can rest as much as i can..

tired and heard something tat i hate

2009-01-23T04:24:00.001-08:00

aooooooooh...have been busy for assingments for these two days..econs..econs..econs..the subject tat has got so many homework..I.B was ok..account is totally free..
lol..thx mr saint for giving us so much freedom...love u so much...u r the best..kaka..juz passed up econ's assignments n juz left research for the economist to study n make a poster..I.B nees to do stuff for the trade mission presentation..we haven't finish our work yet..so we need to meet up at the last 2 days of chinese new year...haiz..wanna rest during the 1 week holiday aso cannot...arrhh..
on tuesday tat day i heard something tat i hate...tat is wat i hate the most...really really hate...tat i heard in a sudden..it appears suddenly...i hate to hear "tat" appear..if i heard...i will be very angry..somemore today i saw something about "tat" thing again..i can tell when i saw it..i really very angry...arrrhh...stupid...dun care la....

3 funny + good lecturer

2009-01-17T08:56:00.000-08:00

i met 3 funny + good lecturers this sem..they r mr moaz..mr saint n mr sushkov..3 aso guy lai de..haha...mr moaz n mr saint were good in lecturing..many students like to get them for lectur..mr sushkov due to he is still new..so i'm stil not sure abt his lectuer..but emm..so far ok..he is ok..mr moaz he is like..emm..not much smile..but when he is lecturing he will talk abit joke la...quite fun..n he is a good lecturer..many students like him..but homework n assignment quite..lol..for mr saint..emm..he used to teach IB which is international business last sem..but he switched to account this sem..aikss..such a waste..he is good in teaching IB..but i'm not sure for account aso..cause he teach in the 1st time..lol..famous lecturer for the students aso..haha..he is cute la lol...happy when i attend his class..he is a nice lecturer..i'm comfort wif his class too..not much pressure..during dunno tuesday or wednesday..he called my name for attendace but i din hear it cause i was busy wif taking the stuff out...then after tat i told him i missed my name n he said "aiks..i called christine!!christine!! for times..lol" by tat time i know he is the teacher tat can very easy to communicate wif the students..i have photos for mr saint but mr moaz n mr suskov i dont have yet..may be i will get it next time...

the only guy in the photo..mr saint..=D

2nd sem started

2009-01-10T11:02:00.000-08:00

2nd sem started 2 days edi...college is really full of ppl now..A'levels, SaM n ICPU all new intake plus previous intake also back to college edi..this 2 days is ok..some light homework..IB need to do poster..ok la..not too hard..LAN haven't started yet so i can go back 11.45 am..the time table for me in this sem quite ok la..but those 3 periods aso continuing wan..untill 11.45 oni can break then moral class..emm..not too much time for assignment lo..unless i print things at the library early in the morning or print at outside oni..or i finish it the day before the due date..if i got pritning assignment.. is tat good or bad???haiz..i dunno...everything is going ok..although i still got a bit feeling of dun wan to go to class..i have to..i will stand for this 6 month as i stand during my 1st intake..time passes so fast..gambateh lo everyone...^^

melbourne trip

2008-12-19T05:55:00.000-08:00

i'm back from elbourne australia..most of u dunno i disappear for 7 days edi..hehe..take 7 hrs++ airplane to there..arrhh..sit until my backside pain le....i depart from here about 1 am n arrived there about 1 soemthing..melbourne time la...take bag all tat then took taxi to hotel about 3 le..then parents took me to a vietnamese noodle restaurant n eat their noodles..tat time i started gastric pain..may be at plane i eat sandwich edi then after tat drink milo n eat medicine without eating anything..after i had the noodle i felt better..then went back hotel n have a rest...about 4 like tat my bro came to hotel edi n he called my father to take him to the room cause the lift need the card oni can press the botton..so my father went down n meet him lo..after he came in..lol he brought his gf came..i aso din know he will bring her de..lol..then we went to the back next door n do some staff for my bro de..then went to the japanese restaurant n eat..lol..all fried ar..all tat..i din eat..i juz eat ate some eel rice tat we had ordered...then we had a walk n my bro taught us how to buy the train ticket all tat lo..then we had our dunner..
quite long we wait..n my bro was busing to help my mom to activate the phone number..n unlucky tat the person who in charge of the activation talk like crap...my bro cannot stand it le lol...he made tat for so long..until the meal came..swt...the meals were delicious le...after the dinner..when we went out from the restaurant..omg..it was cold...i canot stand it but i tried my best to stand the cold..but lol..really cannot..then went to a shop n buy thermo wear..went back to hotel n wear it...become warmer then..aww...the sun there 9 o'clock oni set..normally here malaysia 7.30++ edi dark but there still light...my bro then brought us to a chocolate restaurent n drink chocolate..hehe..i din drink ..i juz drink tea..because of my stupid throat..lol...after tat me n my bro + his gf go n had a walk n look..my parents went back hotel..haha..me n my bro took many photo..nice..^ n my bro brought me to a place to see "how santa realy works" this display..lol it was awsome..tat thing was made by a person..dunno wat name edi..lol... after went back hotel rest lo..because the next day we need to attend my bro's graduation ceremony..so we need to check the time we need to go there n arrive there..the time is really accurate tell u guys..lol..late wil al but awhile..we went to clayton monash university,,so big le the campus..went we reached there n my bro need to get the gaun..after he got it.omg..i feel so cool man wear the gaun n the P.H.D hat..haha..we went n took photo here n there wif his frens all tat..until 7 o'clock ++ about 8 then went in to the hall...omg i can tell..their ceremony was so great..i want this type of ceremony..where many ppl see u go up the stage n take the cert..aww..good..the ceremony ended at at 9 like tat..nmy bro took photo wif his classsmates again n return the gaun..so..we went to the trin station 1st n wait for him..n then went back n had dinner..went back hotel edi 12 something le...bath all tat edi 2 le..lol..tired..
the next day we went to my bro's place..gippsland..actually there is another monash campus there..my bro used to study at tat campus..but transfer to clayton for the graduation cause all his frens are there..so we took 2 hrs trin to mowell n had our lunch at the restaurant where he worked..after tat we took a bus to his house...i saw there there is also a mid valley there..haha..gippsland there is quite quiet la..but okla..hehe..his house quite near the bus station de..haha...stay at his house about 45 minutes to do some stuff..then took back the bus n train to melbourne city lo..we went back hotel to put our thigns 1st then went to the vietnamese noodle restaurant eat the noodle again..haha..actually tat day was raining de..lol cold aso..then..we went to crown there de casino..lol 1st time i went to casino le..18 years old oni can go in de..i'm 18..haha..the staff there dun believe then show my passport lo..haha..the casino there is different from here because there cannot smoke de..is so clean..then went out from casino n went to eat cake..lol tat restaurant was full...we need to wait..haiz..those white people lo..finish their dish edi aso dun wan to pay the bill n come out..so swt...the cake there very delicious le...quite full de i eat..went back hotel aso the same..12 something..haha..
next day..my parents went to soemwhere n meet a person..me n my bro ate claypot rice near the hotel..then we watched twilight..really nth do mah..haha...actuall he wanted to go state library..but got ppl portest there..so din go lo..after movie went back hotel..my bro said the movie sienz wo..actually i fall a sleep in the cinema..too tired la..not because sienz..we went back htel nth to do..then we sleep le...wait for my parents..about 7 o'clock we meet my parents frens n eat si xhuan food then ice cream..lol.....then we went back to the coffee shop beside the hotel n had our coffee n chit-chat..the next day my bro came back KL 1st...me n my parents went to the fren house..lol nice..the 2 dogs were very cute..haha..then he brought us to a vietnamese restaurant..not tat la..order some nice dish..awww..delicious..haha..then he fetched us back to hotel..lol i wanna stop here...cause got 2 more days to say...sienz..the 2 more days aso did the same thing la..swt..hmm i din post those pic le..cause all in my bro's camera..

stupid mistake..lol

2008-12-02T08:17:00.000-08:00

haiyo..today math data test..i really so stupid..
haiyo..y this type of question come out wo..
the venn diagram..give some n du give some information..let me make mistake..
actually i'm not sure how to do..at 1st i put 2 for the answer...because i try to divide eaually..
i put 2 at 1st..but dunno y...when the time gonna end i go n look at the question n feel like wrg then go n change the answer...
haiz...after the exam i asked my fren..n she said she get 2...then i was like...
wth!!...arrh!! i get 2 actually but my hands were so itchy..go n change the answer...haiz...
may be there i will loss abit mark...but overall..the questions were ok...matching n m.c.q i think no problem de la..juz tat subjective..haiz...
suan le lo..over liao...but my heart still pain ar..haiz.....if i din change the answer i could have got full marks on tat...
the lat paper is business leadership..this is the subject tat i nervous the most...everytime i have test i will get nervous...now final i lagi nervous..lol
luckily the test is the day after tomorrow..if not i can die...so many things to study..lol
i want to get good marks on this exam..so tat will pull up my average mark...i juz want to get 70++ on all the three subjects oni..i'm not looking for 80s..
impossible lol..because i din do well on the coursework n get not too good marks on the average...
i will try my best to answer the questions lo..
1 thing i will get more nervous is mr D..lol he will be there during the exam..he will take care of us..lol...i'm sure tat when i see him sure ++ nervous..if he look at us when we are answering the question i will more ++++nervous..hope tat day i can cool down even he comes forward me n look at me when i'm answering..mr.D i'm sure i will not disappoint u ya..haha...gogogo..aza aza fighting ^^

last day of class..

2008-11-27T04:18:00.000-08:00

oopss..haha..so long din update le..lazy la.hehe..haiz..today is my last day of class..

erm..nonono..can consider as our last day of class..for some ppl is really last day cause they r graduating..

today is really memorable..all of us are busing taking photos..can't miss it.

we will not meet each other edi..some are leaving n some take different subject next year..

the most memorable class is business leadership..i still remember the 1st day i attended that class, i feel like..swt..y so little ppl wan..but after like 1 week like that..2 more ppl joined our class...michelle n yee moo..michelle at 1st really queit.. but after time get longer..she was not so quiet edi..she n carmen made the class fun..

yee moo start until now aso din change..not taling too much..

Mr. Farshad aka mr D...at the beginning of the class..i edi felt tat he is a nice teacher..

yes..he is..as time getting longer..we had a nice time during class time...it was full of fun..not bored at all..excpet when he talked about history..lol everyone is gonna fall asleep..haha xD

tat time i think is when he is teaching controling tat part..at the most front part..somemore is monday..

he saw all of us like wanna sleep n tired...then he asked y we all looked tired..then we say it was monday..haha..

he noticed anynur was the one who nearly closed the eyes..haha..

sometimes we like to talk about his son n something..n we got to laugh like..lol..haha

oh ya..his son is a very cute baby..i saw him during the class gathering at sunway..omg..his motion is very cute...n he looks alike with mr D..

mr.D is the most responsible n nice teacher i have ever met..whenever he got sick..he will never absent...n he is a perfect daddy..his son din wan to shave his head..then he shaved his head with his son..lol..great daddy..^^

during the class gathering at sunway..he was so sick..his voice is terrible..but he still came out with us..n eat pizza!! lol..pizza is not good to the throat de le...n before the gathering..he still taght us until finish all the things..somemore need to grade the ISU that we did..the ISU not 1 or 2 pages oo..is 6-8 pages like tat..

we had a great time in business leadership class..cheers period 5..cheers business leadership!!

mr.D i'm gonna miss u so much..great to have u as a teacher n mentor..between i seldom find him to talk..keke..

n tml gonna start exam..have to study le..i will not disappoint u mr.D..i will try my best..same to math data n eng4C..^^

here is the photo for the last day of class..

Carmen n me

eu yong n me..he is the one who has the same teachers for the same subjexts..hehe

yuna n me..cute korean girl ^^ i gonna miss her

me n alvin..eng4C classmate..nice guy..we all call him chipmonk..haha

finally..here is mr.D!!

"wad" u a present xD

2008-11-09T18:00:00.000-08:00

birthday is coming edi..dunno how i will celebrate..but i would prefer u to give me a present rather than belanja me to eat lo..because u owe me so many 'can' edi..haha xD..so..so..so..no need to belanja la..1 kali gao dim..buy me present edi enuf..lol..know how to do la..haha..sounds like 'wad' people ho..keke..nvm la we can say we are edi close la..but not very close..haha..ok la..close fren la..hah...actually i'm talking about my classmate that i know in college since i joined my pre-u program..at 1st we r not so close de...because he sit in front there..but then he sit beside wif the guy in front of me..then we started to like talk n talk..actually is my friend that sits beside me talk to him 1st de...then i join..lol...then we start to be closed abit because we always talk before the class starts..n he sometimes din do the homework that teacher gave then he will borrow from me n copy..he is a smart guy le..even if he copy my work he also can get good results in the test..between..him n i also have the same lecturer with same subject..is hard to be like this u know because we have different teachers for a subject in different period..both of us only in the same period during math but others no..we juz have the same lecturer..n him n i have the same mentor as well..lol..actually he is a nice guy too..^^ sometimes i let him za dao de..lol.

lam fung!!!!

2008-10-28T18:58:00.000-07:00

friday that day went pavillion for lam fung's roadshow..that day really in a rush..at first mei decide to go at about 5 o'clock but when after my class ended, she called me n asked me to go early because the album that she ordered had reached..so i waited aunty to fetch me..really swt lo..at that time jam pula..reach bck home at 4 edi..then faster called mei to go lrt station and wait for me..then i faster had my shower..luckily reach lrt still have time to go sg wang to take the album..after reached hang tuah station we took monorial because we need fast..luckily we reached on time..mei took the album n i bought the album..after that we went to paviiloion for dinner..that time is still raining..when we reached pavillion omg..the roadshow is outdoor and it was raining..we scared later still raining...we went in and had our dinner 1st...after finished eating and i told mei n rebecca to go n see whether got ppl edi anot..but they said still raining la..no people at there de..but when we went up n see..omg..edi got ppl there..many aso..the ppl stand to have a shade..i told mei to go infront stand..we din do that..no longer..all the people went to 1 direction..i thought can go in edi..n i faster go infront..but mana tau is for the sales of the album..we waited n waited until 7+..i couldn't wait edi cause i saw many people surrounding the fance..so i told mei to find the way that they will open the fence to go in..mei dun wan then i went out there n search..n i found the way because i heard the gurad said they would open the only fence there...so i told them..n i stand there..no longer rebecca came n told me the fence that they would open is not this..is at the other way..she said mei's cousin asked the staff edi..then i went back there and wauted..then at about 7.40 like that really open edi..but is not the way that mei's cousin told..but is at the middle..lol no chance to stand infront edi cause so many people...stand in front can see clearly cause the VIP is sitting and they wouldn't block us..but no use..haiz..when that was my turn to go in..i fell down because i accidently kicked the fence..so pai seh le..after i went in i went to the most left side..can see la..then mei called me n told me her side there can see more clearly..so i went there..ok la..can see la..n then we just wait for lam fung come..we waited n waited..untill about 8.30 like that he finally came...when he came..omg..those ppl become so tall edi..all took their camera out n took pic..then dai bou interviewed him for awhile then he sang song...after finished singing then they invited vinccy( weng yi) out..n dai bou interviewed them again..lol that time they really let dai bou za dao cause she asked them to do what they did in the mv ( weng yi slowly touch lam fung's face in that mv)..then lam fung said..no le gua..u try la..haha..then vinccy n lam fung sang "ming tin yi hao"..omg..nice..after that weng yi went off..n lam fung started to sing "oi bat gao"..gosh..so lam~~i love it!! after that the mic no sound...n lam fung did a cute post..haha.. i can't see because then men infront mei is so tall..wat la..so tall stand beside la..beside aso can see de lai din see it but mei said very cute..after this n that..signing section started..1st they let the vip go up n sign..then the fans..after that only our turn..yea..is my turn then..when i wenmt out from the group of ppl..lol is so comfortable..n i saw lam fung de real face from there..omg leng cai..cute!!..we finally went up to the stage..dai bou was so pretty that time..n that was me n mei's turn then..lol see lam fung so near..mei let him sign 2 album n the staff dunno then she asked mei n mei said 2..n mei asked whether can shake hand anot..then the girl staff who heloing him to fan faster use her hand to block mei n said mei..lam fung know then put his hand on his head n said sry..so cute..it was my turn..n after he signed my album n said thank you..omg his eyes were shining de le..the skin was so smooth..omg..act i wanted to tell him to drink more water but i din cause i see mei was blocked by that staff so i was afraid to do that...after that mei told me to call rebecca..n i called her..n she was at sg wang..lol..so we walked back there n meet her..n we took monorial to the lrt station..i reached home at about 11..it was really memorable for me ^^ cause lam fung signed a love on the album..hehe

happy or sad?

2008-10-20T19:14:00.000-07:00

haiz..dunno really happy or sad...yesterday tried to call in 8tv 8864 for step of dance this drama de fans gathering..can get to see jack n other characters in the drama de le....but can't get to call in at the end..at 1st when i called in it said line busy..then after i tried n tried n tried..yea..is not line busy..can call in edi...but..no one answers the phone!!! 2 times get but 2 times also no one answers!!!. i'm so disappointed lo...lost the chance because of that!!! before i called in i tried to call jenn also but can't get..that is why i tried myself because i feel that the question that gary ask is not difficult..i tried the way jenn used to call in but haiz...suan le..see the wat the crew tells jenn to do la..if they say can bring 1 more friend to go then i sure wan to go because long time din see jack le..eggshell told me that she asked kyan how is jack and nick currently..then she said kyan replied her that nick is studying but jack can't tell yet..y can't tell le? may be is a surprise..hehe..the thing that makes me feels happy is that i can go n see lam fung this friday!! yea!! haha..can't wait to see him la..i din see his real person before..but mei said that he is very leng cai de...wow..i can't imagine when i see him wat reaction that i will have..haha..the most happy is that mei's sis told her to give me the album for lam fung to sign..hehe and because we got the ticket we can get the poster..omg..ahahaha...so..i'm waiting for his performace on that day at night in pavillion.. ^^ although my hei hei ( ron ng) not as well known as lam fung..i will still support him and i will not because lam fung is well known than him i will not like lam fung...both of them are my favourite idol ^^

miss the days in form 5

2008-09-21T18:32:00.000-07:00

haiz..dunno really happy or sad..today juz get my math data test's result..the marks are not so good...but pass la...dunno is good or bad..yea pass edi is ok..but..i'm not satisfied lo..i wan better marks..suan bah..do better on the next test..i can do it!! study hard lo...haiz..if not i really can die in this course..see my classmate many also get quite ok de marks..n i see mine like..haiz...final exam still got 2 months..must work had within this 2 months edi...i dun wan to fail then take again in next sem..so miss those days in form 5...although have to wake up early in the morning, i'm still happy to go to school...miss sim..miss u la..lol....miss the days when u joked in class n full of fun..some lessons are quite bored la..but u made us awake..lol..love u so much..muaks..haha...i miss form 5 life!! i wish i could go back to form 5 although i will face spm...so realistic ho..when i was in form 5, i wanted my form 5 to pass faster..but now i'm in college i wish to go back to form 5..lol

FINE!! give u!!!give u!!!!!

2008-09-15T18:51:00.000-07:00

really really very arrh!! i really very like tat but errgghhh!!!!!!! u get it yah..u get it!!! i will not congratz u for getting that thing..i really wish to have tat..i super duper like tat thing..but u..arrrrrrrrhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i give face them i oni dun wan to take action..i really on fire now..from tat day wat i saw i juz bear it..i dun wan to put my fire out..i dun get on fire u thought i'm a sick cat!!!! u r wrong..yes i dun have any feeling for wat u did before this..but...sometimes ur motion really makes me want to give u a slap...a big slap!!!!!! dun make me do that i tell u...that thing i give u!!!! i dun wan!!!! i juz think it as i'm doing a charity..u take it!!!!!!!! as u say u r a good person mah...i'm aso a good person...i give u...i juz can blame myself y i din watch that n take the contest..if yes n i get that..i'm sure i will take tat n if u try to compete the thing wif me..i'm sure i will give u a big slap..dun ever challenge my fire!!!!

wat a stupid.. spoilt my mood!!!

2008-08-29T05:05:00.000-07:00

i'm having a good mood act..but wat a stupid stupid thing spoilt my good mood!!!y??y??y?y?!!y u wan to spoit my mood!! it's really unfair!!! u r lucky because u can do anything n go anywhere u wan..unlike me!! i juz wan to take the opportunity to do wat i wan..u come n distrub it!!!! u stil have chance wat..y u still wan to compete wif me!! u r so selfish!!super duper selfish!!!! hate!!!!hate!!hate!!!

a tirp to 988 for celebratiion

2008-08-20T05:07:00.000-07:00

12/7 was star dj's radio programme "周末走young派 "1st anniversay..me jenn n jia shyan decided to go 988 to celebrate wif star dj..about 2 i took lrt to times square ..i told jenn n jia shyan to stop at hang tuah monorial station so tat we could walk together to times square...1st we wanted to go secret receipe n buy a cake for them.but we didn't know which floor..we went to the information counter n asked..we were told the bakery was at 3rd floor..so we took lift...3 aunties tat stopped at the same floor as us asked us where we wanted to go..we told them we wanted to go secret receipe..they said they were taking the same way as us..so they brought us there..1 of them said we had to pay 10 bugs because they brought us there...haha that was kidding de..after we reached, we chose the cake..at 1st we choose the cake tat we think would be ok for them..but the waitress said the cake had been odered by other ppl edi n tat was the last..we thought the wan that had sold was in the refrigerator n the lat wan was the wan which put at outside..so we told her we wanted that flavor of cake..n she told us again tat had been ordered by ppl n was the last..lol told us properly mah..some more we saw her face was like dislike..black in colour wan ..dun wan serve dun serve lo..we asked her whether she could help us to keep the cake in the refrigerator for 2 hrs like tt then we would come back n take it..but she told us no space..lol nvm lo..then we went to starbuck wanted to drink something n asked whether they could borrow the space to put our cake..surely we had to order things oni ask la if we dun order things n juz ask them very pai seh de le..but the drinks are so expensive..we also tried to ask la..we said we could pay them if they help us to keep the cake..but the manager said outside foods were not allowed to keep at their place...swt..no choice lo..we tried to go back to secret receipe n asked.this time we asked another waiter..lol..he said can le..tat stupid waitress really grr...she sure lazy to serve us...after the thing had settled..then we went mc.d n had out lunch..after lunck we walked awhile until about 5 we went n took the cake..then we took monorial to 988..lol.we were so nervous tat time..when we arrived there we tried to find a place to hide..but dunno where..then suddenly..i saw a white proton wira..i was not sure whether it was jack's car anot then i tried to see clearly..omg..jack really was driving n wif someone..dunno is nick , kyan or orange..i fast told jenn..omg i was so nervous man..we went to a mamak stall there hide..scared jack saw us...no longer..jack went up le..the crew.. Doreen aso hadn't come yet.l..we waited until 6 something then Doreen came..n she brought us to 16th floor 1st to record video clip to put in youtube...swt..we also dunno about tat..later oni go 19th floor..she went up to 19th fllor see wats going on there..when we record we really repeated so many times le..lol..after we had finished our recording..we went up to 19th floor where the conti-room is situated..doreen told us to be silent..then we walked so soft..n went in..Doreen tried to help us see whether they were there anot..omg..i heard orange asked her "anything?" lol..then doreen answered her nth..no choice le..dunno where to hide la me..jenn found a place to hide but no suit for 2 of us...suddenly..jack walked us..lol he got shocked..n asked why we were here..lol our surprise were spoilt..y he walked over here wo..nvm la..juz he knew..the other 3 still dunno..he opened the meeting room for us to wait..since another 3 hadn't known yet..we ran in a hurry n softly to the meeting room..but jenn said nick might realise us edi because he was sitting there tat time..after awhile..i saw wee from the window of the meeting room..juz from a small side la..jack told us he really got shocked by us..haha..then he discussed wif Doreen how we get into the conti=room..after tat.jenn called jack to take photo..but he didn't hear her..then jenn bss..bsss at him then he oni knew it..n we recorded video clip again..haha..we waited until 7..we walked in carefully..tat time wee saw us..he like dunno wat happen there...dunn y we were there..we waited at a room before the conti-room..they started to sang..n lol..i heard nick sang so loud..lol..we were ready..then after they finished singing..doreen helped us to open the door n we wait for few seconds..heard they talked about those idiot de thing..then jack quickly change topic n told them tat he saw a cake in the conti-room..then the other 3 looked surprised n asked where..then we walked in n sang birthday song..lol our voice so soft..need them to sing together aso..swt..kyan said tat we aso went to their roadshow n support them before de..happy...happy..haha..then they told us to introduce ourselves but we didn't wan..then they told us to introduce purselves again..then we introduced ourselves..we didn't talk much..jack asked us to say some words for them..n we really scared lo..aso didn't know wat to say..i keep push jenn asked her to say 1st.. kyan saw us pushing here n there n told us to not pushing anymore...n orange asked jenn to start 1st..tat time i saw their hand kept told us to talk..especially nick..haha..then orange saw the card tat we did.then she took it n read..she read mine 1st..haha then jenn..she said we were nervous..orange said we were good in writing but not so good in talking..then..advertistment time!!! they thank us for coming..then we took group pic..after group pic i faster go n find nick to take pic..act jia shyan aso wan take photo wif him..then he said why don't we take together..faster mah..then nick lied to the wall n made himself short abit..haha..but then jia shyan said let me take wif him 1st..n he repost again..haha..we all were busy taking photo ..haha...after tat we wne tout n left orange n kyan inside because they 2 had to on air..when i went out..i asked wee's permission to take photo..because i saw him like busy doing his things..then he said ok,..n jenn aso took pic wif him..we went back to the meeting room n prepared to distribute the cake..jack n nick came in to cut the cake..n doreen's peer recorded the whole thing..lol..jack cut de cake really...swt.haha....nice nice de cake cut till so ugly..we kept say him..lol..haha...after everything finished..we distributed the cake..jack took a slice n eat..lol..he like so hungry..he was eating so fast..then we asked him whether he is hungry and he said no..actually he wanted to distribute some slices for us de but no plate..so we told him to take back home n eat..haiyo..actually i wan take another photo wif nick de..he dunno go where edi..so fast disappears..lol..jack need to work le..so we had to go back aso...tat day was my most happiest day..thank you jenn for bringing me there..if not i aso can't go to 988 n have a look..tat was my 1st time went o 988...

me n nick..both of us of wear ring ..nick de is on his hand..mine is as necklace.hehe^^

funny post..lol

peace ^^

peace again..

bad feeling

2008-07-17T20:51:00.000-07:00

i really dunno y...at home can say i'm ok..but when i go to college i start to like very bad mood...i start to feel like very hard to survive in college...i've gone through counselling..ok abit...i have assignment that have to take real life video clip about public service announcement..is quite hard..can work in 2 ppl..at 1st i decide to work on my own to find pics then put it together n put music inside...lecturer say ok but i dunno whether can get high marks anot..1 of my classmate say she know the place that got many ppl smoke n no body work wif her..so i join her lo..n told her to go that place n record the ppl smoke there...but...when i asked her whether she have recorded anot she told me not yet n juz write in a piece of paper..when i know that i really like...omg n really no mood....she told me she will record on the weekend...gosh!!! if she record on the weekend how can i let mny lecturer see whether it is ok n correct anot!! really gik dao me nth to say...haiz....

arrhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

2008-07-13T19:13:00.000-07:00

wuwuwu~~i really cannot stand edi..i really wanna cry...edi few days at college..not biasa not biasa!!!!!!!! my feeling is so bad..i really dun wan to study again...almost my family members i told but seems like no use...my mood really very down n down...wat i can do now????wat i can do??!!!! :( i'm very tired of it....anyone can teach me how???!!! i really need a help now....if i down mood infront of my parents they sure scold me again because every year i open school i aso like that...i dun want to continue edi..my feeling is very very bad....i always tell myself..ok it will be ok for me..dun worry n dun worry but after awhile my feeling come again...i wanna give up..give up!!!!

college life...

2008-07-10T20:42:00.000-07:00

this week i'm starting to be a college student...may be i'm new to the environment so i was feeling like dunno how to continue on my course..the reason y i feel like this may be is because i got a very long break after my 1st class..4hrs break le..dunno wat to do in that 4hrs..sitting there to wait the time to past?lol like that i really super bored..eat juz spend 45 minutes like that..after that really nth to do...juz start school not much frens lo..got aso can't go together everytime because time table not same...hope long edi i will ok wif that lo...start class few days edi got abit work to do..is ok la...juz scared i can't catch up because i take 3sub in this sem n 1 is local lecturer but another 2 subject is canadian..haha need the time to be used to hear their talkings...blah~~blah~~blah...haiz..boring college life...may be longer i will not feel bored...hope that so...........

things that dunno wat to do...

2008-06-28T09:12:00.000-07:00

today me,huan,richie n yik yeen come out car4 yam cha discuss abt the bussiness..using internet de...i heard wat richie explain n i really get excited on it..n i wan to join n have a try..because yik yeen aso join edi..so nth can worry abt..somemore see richie got 3 hp..this can show that he really earn a lot of money.. but the prob is my parents...dunno how to tell them..tell them they muz say..where got so good de thing de..muz be fake..dun let me to try..this is a good chance to earn money myself n buy the things i wan using my own money..if i dun wan really wasted..really dunno wat to do..haizi need to pay 400 then help richie to find ppl n join..this i can do it la..but..haiz..i wanna upgrate myself..huan n my fren always said that when go out wif me automatic will wan to take care of me...may be my body small le..but i dun wan them to have this feeling again..i wan upgrate..i know..2 brothers n other ppl aso will not do that..but let me be bad ppl lo..try 1st lo..if i dun try how to know whether it is good anot...i'm still thinking..thinking...m thinking...arrhhh..dunno ar...fan!!

edit photo of me n nick ^^

2008-06-24T06:27:00.001-07:00

Glitter Graphics

haha..this pic i nth do then go n edit at blingee.com de..^^

visit JNK at 988

2008-06-21T10:09:00.000-07:00

today me n jenn go 988 to see JNK..at 1st i thought got ppl fetch me to lrt de..but after that no ppl can fetch me..i reaclly very angry lo...then when i call 1 of my fren to come out n fetch me to lrt station my mum come back le....jenn take that ktm very long aso din reach..she at there on 2 o'clock n at 1st she saw the time is 2.30 but postpone n postpone...somemore rain..she get wet aso until 3 oni reach..when she reach i prepare to go to lrt station n change ktm to kl sentral find her..but no ppl can fetch me..my bro playing dota can't go out..lol really angry..on fire aso la..lol..i told her to buy the give for orange de 1st then i oni meet her at tasik selatan station go wif her.. lucily mum come back at that time..the i take lrt to tasik selatan meet her..but how i know..lol she say her train edi at salak selatan station..lol that time i more angry le..i told her to wait me at there n meet me..she go n take lrt herself go titiwangsa..cannot say is her fault la..she may be not so understand wat i told her..then no choice la..go my ownself lo wait next train..luckily i change the train..lol before that that train really slow lo..like turtle..not like the lrt i used to take..reach titiwangsa edi 5 something lo..reach there dunno how to go AmAssurance building there..we take teksi faster lo no choice..walk need time aso..lolx..the teksi juz need U-turn n then no need 5 minutes reach edi..when reach there oni know the lrt juz opposite not far oni..swt..like that take teksi need rm 5 le...reach 988 there edi 5.30 like that lo..sure they come edi but dunno jack come edi anot..we think whether wanna phone nick to call him come down.but duno how to tell him who is us..so din call juz wait jack come n call him to help us call nick n kyan them out..no longer at not far i saw a girl like orange n 2 more guy..then i'm sure that is orange cause her hair colour n body..then i regconise the wan who wear white shirt de is jack..n i though another tall abit de is nickvery happy lo.. we hide n when hear they r coming near us then we appear in front of them..then when i see properly..that is not nick is kyan..lol..jack get shocked n say y jenn is there..jenn told them to give something for them lo..then i give the chocolate to orange..she blur blur de dunno y i give her that give..then i say for her de..she say tq then n say y so waste lo..nick was not here then we mah ask where is he lo..then jack told us that he went up edi..so i told jenn to ask jack to call him come down but they say he may be doing work le..so dun wan call him lo..sob T.T cannot take photo wif him..then jenn take photo wif jack le..she told jack to take out that sunglasses but jack say his make up today is bad n he let jenn see..sh dun mind then take pic wif him lo but i feel he juz know jenn de appearance oni.. when he get shock when jenn appear out he juz ask y she is hear not ask y u 2 r here..haiz..lol that jenn ar..so tan kai n nervous..make us beh tahan..kyan n jack tell her dun so nervous..n ho really laugh abit...haha..after that my turn wif them take photo lo..after jack take pic wif jenn act he wear back that sunglasses de..so i din call him to take out..me n jack,orange de looks nice n close aso..but me n kyan de like not ver nice n close...i saw jack take de water bottle is same wif jenn de..afer taking photo they go up to prpare on air thing we aso wanna back le..jack told us to becareful n take care our bag..then jenn aso tell him to take care his bag...lol n kyan told us to listen their jie mu...we say sure la..then we walk back to the lrt there lo...still early so ask her to go times square for a walk...we bought mc furry to eat then after finish we back le...reach home edi abt 9...

jack wif sunglasses n me ^^

wif kyan..cute la him..haha ^^

me n orange ^^

haiz..sobx..less me n nick de...nick ar y u wan go up 1st wo..=(

JNK at sunway pyramid halo cafe..

2008-05-28T06:00:00.000-07:00

really lucky..i won the sms for JNK de small music concert at halo cafe..i can sit near the stage..is really near..even can see clearly..1st time went out wif jenn..she took ktm here n changed lrt..about 8 like that went lrt station fetch her go together..when reached there edi nearly 8.30..we find n find dunno where is halo cafe.then we asked at the information centre..after that oni knew where is halo cafe..when reached there we saw JNK n orange sit at there discussing something..we let 988 stuff check IC n the name..suddenly nick hi n smile wif me..haha..then i saw hau passed by..adrian aso..i keep told jenn hau ar..hau ar..but they 2 dunno go where..after awhile oni back..beforethe show start we go n asked hau to take pic wif us..1 by 1..keke..hau very nice oo..adrian aso ^^ adrian really tall..n i not tall aso..we tool de pic like bro n sis oni..lol..but..somebody de dog saw us took pic she aso took wif hau them lo..really a 'dog'..no longer the show start..jenn told me jack de eyes keep give signal..haha i saw la..funny.. oh ya..jenn aso wore same colour de shirtle..black n white..the shoes aso..kaka..then jenn took the cartoon drawing out n let them see here then take pic..lol..jack realy funny lo...keep play wif nick..like couple like that..kaka..jk la..kyan de i took to let him see..cause he was near by me oni...he aso look our place then jenn take pic le...we can write songs to let them sing..jenn wrote some songs to them then so ngam they aso wan sing that 'bu yi yang'.that time danny aso went there n sing that song wif them..wao..really nice..after the show finished..we go n asked JNk to take pic..when we go there nick automatic told jack we find him de..then they need 5 minutes like that to make a record for entertainment news de..we wait lo..after that i take pic wif kyan 1st..but le that nick go in take aso..lol..make that pic not me n kyan is 3 ppl..haiyo..naughty nick..after that wif jack then oni wif nick..dunno y lo...i help jenn take de pic all ho aso got some prob 1st de..so pai seh la need kyan n jack wait..if not that camera got prob aso no need like that...dunno y lo..may be is scare gua...then jenn talked wif jack a lot er..but wat i heard is jenn say jac klie her..say he is film take king..then jack told her no la..act he is NG king oni right la..lie her de before that..naughty again la this jack..haha..talked not much de is mr kyan lo..dunno y..nick le got la..he juz keep say wait ar..wait ar..lol..funny..jack very good lo..he told us becareful lo go back..because that time late edi...then we told him we will have a surprise for him..then his 1st action say..no need so puo fei la..swt..i really dunno that his 1st action is like that..somemore his face like ermm..dunno how to say la..something like not really like de face la...then we fast fast told him that is we make ourselve de..not buy de..then he juz ooo..like that..after that we back lo..he say bye to us..kyan aso..but dunno that nick go where edi..lolx..i really happy lo that night..enjoy aso..i aso 1st time take pic wif them n hau ,adrian aso...

hau n me ^^

adrian n me ^^

jack n me ^^

nick n me ^^

me kyan n nick..act i wan to take wif kyan oni de but nick come in liao..lolx

JNK n orange = star dj ^^

ns life

2008-04-04T07:13:00.000-07:00

very long din update blog le..came back from ns about 3 weeks ++ nth do at all n bored..really miss the time when i ns..haiz miss my frens..1st day at there fell not ok..always wanna go back home..cry somemore le lol...but after long time at there i feel ok n happy..every day got activity..5 a.m wake up..then 5.45 a.m gather at the padang kawad for exercise..before exercise need report strengh n sing negaraku n wira wirawati negara(nice song lai de le)..exersice til 7a.m then go back dorm bath n change cloth then have breakfast then got class le...8a.m til 12p.m..btw that got rest la..after that luch time..then rest 1 hr like that have to gather at padang kwad for physical activity..until 4 p.m..after that can go back dorm.. normally will not sleep..we will take cloth wait for dobi come at 4.30..then some ppl will buy maggi n eat..haha...thats y some ppl go there is fat edi not slim down de..hehe..some ppl play basket ball n volley ball lo..after 4 p.m act is free time for us..wanna play basket ball aso can..do wat aso can..no activity..then eat dinner at 7p.m til 8p.m..after 8 p.m we will gather at dewan makan then have activity aso..but not to heavy de la..either is the teacher talk talk talk..or let us watch movie..every thurs n fri aso got kerohanian class...that is the agama class...every day de schedule is like that de la..except sat n sun..sat mormally we will go community service at outside follow our own group..community service is after character building class oni got de..is tired la but happy at there..many frens..all very good..miss them so much...

christmas eve

2007-12-26T09:21:00.000-08:00

that day me mei ,rebeca n siva went bukit bintang..1st thign is celebrate christmas la..2nd..is gather together before i go ns...that day about6 like that weather really bad..heavy rain..luckily awhile more the rain stopped...actually we have planned to eat stak at the ship..but we went times square 1st because mei want to buy shoes n i wanted to buy JNK's new released album ^^...thx god let me found the album n have enuff money to buy it...after that we all really hungry..so we have to walk to the ship..on the road many ppl sell santa hat..we saw a group ppl sell de santa hat really cute so they bought n wore it( i regret din buy that..haiz)when we arrivd the ship..there were many ppl...have to wait place..we saw so many ppl try to find another place that has other food to eat..at the end we also decided to wait place for the ship..really fast...a few minutes more we have place edi so we went in the ship...because mei de sis said that the lrt will stop service on 11.30p.m..so when we finish eating edi we paid...while waiting for the bill we wore the santa hat n take pic..haha..after that we went to pavileon have to walk n see...we juz walk awhile n have a see oni because we r run out of time....on the road we walked back to lrt station..between that so many ppl spray the white things n the most funny is they spray on my head..i faster make it off...or else it will dissolve n have odour...that time bukit bintang really full nof ppl n fun...after i arrived lrt station really swear so much..after back home faster wash my hair n bath...bath edi really comfortable...that time i'm very tired too but i had a happy memory on that..thx ya rebecca ,mei n siva..u all had given me a happy time n memorable christmas eve ^^

9 days to go...

2007-12-21T06:04:00.000-08:00

9 days more i gonna go ns le...i feel berat hati lo...everyone heard i will go sabah some get shocked said "har!!! so far ar..becareful ar" some said there is a nice place...is a nice place or bad place le? 3 month there..haiz..but i will back on the chinese new year...1 week wo..haha so good..less time there..keke..but when i back dun get shock wo..i may be will become dark abit..haha..i wan take camera to take photo come back upload but i scare will get steal by other ppl at there...if no camera dunno how to take photo le..haiz..

freedom life

2007-12-11T01:55:00.000-08:00

spm finished...wan to work cannot 1st..wan to learn drive no time..because i will go ns...everything have to wait after my ns oni decide...at home is really bored..nth to do.. juz watch drama at night until late late on the computer..haha..i feel like really no where to go.. juz stay at home...juz christmas go out... now really can free le...but really dunno y..when i wan freedom time not the time yet..now is the time can play n do watever i wan..terbalik feel bored pula..haiz

will go ns in sabah..

2007-11-16T06:01:00.000-08:00

today i oni know...i will go sabah for ns!!! izzit bad news for me? haiz...hope everything is ok la there...but 1 thing sure de is i will be dark after i come back..haha...that time everyone aso dunno that is me..keke..1st batch is quite good de wo actually..cause got many holidays between that time..haha..i will try to take photo to let u all see de oo hehe ^^..for those who din kena ns rest at home cukup cukup n play cukup cukup..after i back i will tell u wat i have done there n my experience..keke

spm time...

2007-11-15T07:03:00.000-08:00

spm started edi.really tiring for the 1st two days...but time really passes very fast...now edi finish 2 subject le..but the 2nd week we have those important subject..add math,physics, chem and that stupid moral..how to pass that time le haiz...haiyo...must be really tiring la..after chem i really sure like a corpse sleeping at the bed...but after bio..we science class students really can consider free le n some students who din take chinese really merdeka le....haha..hope that faster over la...i wan rest ar!! tahan..tahan!!! gambateh!!!