Joel giving Emerene paper flower

when i saw Emerene's post on fb that Joel made her a paper rose flower to cheer her up..i totally feel her sweetness..n this makes me think that he is really a sweet guy even though sometimes he will make fun of u or tease u...he definitely sweet in his other side...i wish i could receive this paper flower from him as well...that is really sweet n cool..i love that...Joel...i want u to make this for me!! God..as i i surrender this relationship in ur hands lord..make ur way Lord because i believe that u will take control of anything, u r unfailing n u never let us down...

tml is the outing day

tml will be our easter camp cell outing...i dunno what will it be like tml...but i just hope it will not make me feel down or disappointed again...i dunn how to describe today's NPMM, i'm really happy that we can combine as a centre n meet again...but what i'm sure that i will not be focus even until the victoria NPMM..because she willbe there....hiaz..today is such a day that even we were separated after NPMM, we bump into each other again...God..is that u that trying to tell me that i'm suppose to reveal my feeling him?? each time when i see him i will like can't control myself

hanging out

we r supposed to hang out last saturday but everyone is busy...plan changed to this week...there's no way she is not coming....in my heart i dun really want her to come but this will not happen...n i'm getting ready that i will come home with sad and emo..dunno wat will happen but everything is in God's hand...pray that i will enjoy much..