tml is the outing day

tml will be our easter camp cell outing...i dunno what will it be like tml...but i just hope it will not make me feel down or disappointed again...i dunn how to describe today's NPMM, i'm really happy that we can combine as a centre n meet again...but what i'm sure that i will not be focus even until the victoria NPMM..because she willbe there....hiaz..today is such a day that even we were separated after NPMM, we bump into each other again...God..is that u that trying to tell me that i'm suppose to reveal my feeling him?? each time when i see him i will like can't control myself